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Boy oh boy

I have a lot of thoughts just right now seriously, I wanna throw up sometimes, being in a relationship is not completely a good idea. it's become a perspective of mine probably from last year when I tired of relationship but why is it always haunted me. actually, not the person but that is the "relationship". I don't know whether I am ready for having one, but I really still want to play around. Wanna chase for things I love to do. seriously, I don't wanna be a serious-love affair insider right now. not because I'm hopeless of love, but I feel tired of it. I honestly want to know me better, just don't get that sick feeling when anyone around you and your emotions, your thoughts, your brain, mind, soul, body or whatever it is are tied with it, in formal or informal way, and yes. everyone can see it. it is obvious. This cheesy feeling hit me this evening. I even cry because of this shit. I wanna be a girl, I'm probably in my egoistic-phase rig...
new semester is already start, it is a new year atmospheres still but yet already a new beginning of my college arena, 6th semester is coming dear and it no more playing around I remember that my previous college adventure is full of goofin around, havent focusing and still distracted in manyyyy things. as well as my uni-active days is about to start, I have an ongoing list in my mind  HAHA it's all about the spending I never wrote an actual list about my wish list, but I think this is it I want to die my hair really baaaddd.. ahahha I dont know what exactly made me to want this thing this much but I think, one month an internship overseas? it changed my mind and my self a little bit more open minded than before,,, mmm probably ^^V  
Heeeey this is my last night.here in singapore I.know, time goes by very fast isnt it I just done packing.few of my things, and guess whattt I overpacked

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Clarke Quay Sorry in advance for the endless photos in this post, but honestly when I travel, (and I think anyone does the same thing with me). When there were an incredible view or scenery of whatever unique or cute in some places, we just can't stop taking pictures right? These pictures were actually my 2nd weekend here having internship in Singapore. on Sunday, I was exploring Tiong Bahru area, kind of having a lunch there, and in the midnight I went to esplanade and having a river walk from there to Marina. I have to admit that Marina Bay have a incredibly breath taking architecture design or whatever it is, that nicely melt into that building making me binding my eyes into them... The bridge and the streets are very fun to walk.  The 3rd weekend was also include in this bunch of pictures of me, I was enjoying Kampong Glam and Clare Quay. I know that i might be little exaggerated in the writing of this thing ^^ haha but when I got there, I mean in Sing...

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Hello guys, so today is January 20th and it's 22pm local time here and I've just done organizing little bit of my clothes and stuff that i brought here. I'm not in my home now, Im sleeping in somewhere else, not in my room. I writing this post, staying in a small hostel in a small country, a neighboor country of my own country, Indonesia right now, I'm here on Singapore. yeayyyy... this is the first time I travel not to having a vacation, not to having kind of conference or Model United Nations... what am I doing here is.... to Work, specificaly an internship opportunity to Indonesian Embassy here in Singapore. what am I do here? I will tell you later for the detail but first, I'll show you how's my two days look like :D dinner with Indonemie, best best best ! selfie tipis-tipis lah  a great selfie for the first day look first time ever visiting KBRI Singapura, early morning 8.00 am this is my very first lunch, and I got treated by...

cheers for a new year : 2015 !!

2015 is here. Its a new year and a fresh start for all of us. It seems like yesterday, the year 2014 is going on track. but all we know now is... we're already in 2015 this very moment. I'd like to thank God first for every single thing that happened in my life last year it was, zuppa duppa awesome! life changing, and never forget!! after this post id like to recap my year and writing down abt my memories, I know its bit too late for throwing back on this early start but yeahhh... I really didnt have much time to do it in the past so I probably do it next after this Okay, moving on. today is february 2nd it'sstill on the page 2 from 365. And I,already given by God with massive extravagant surprise. but my forecasts was true.... I had already predict it before. so, for you guys who guessing right now,you guys who-know-me-so-well,should probably know abt this one. YES! I created a mess Before I begin this blog post, I'd like to let you know that this is qui...

Maybe God is saying "Wait"

selamat malam teman-teman semuanyaaaahh I feel so happy today☼ kurang lebih selama beberapa hari belakangan ini, I got plenty of troubles that simply.. discouraged me☹☹. and I counted the days, waiting for those such problems and dilemmas will be disappear and passed peacefully. I'm trying to solve it myself. But, I know, the only one I can count on in this such situation when we can let other people know is, God. God's the only way, the best partner of us. I just can't simply realize it at first. and after I've been waiting for couple of time, God answer my question ☺ I know he will. I can tell you guys, I can't stop smiling today☺ I feel so relieved :)) it's may be bcs God simply put lightness in my days lately. it's not only today, but also the past couple days. I just don't feel any "boom" and happiness as today, bcs it's the point from what I ask for and I got the superb answer I got it. this very dayy!!! ★ ☆★ ☆ I learn somethin...