H a b i t

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Im in torn
Semua salah ku. Entah harus mengucap apa untuk menyampaikan maaf 
semua berujung pada sebuah keputusan, yang mungkin dapat memperbaiki
Tapi entah, masih belum sanggup untuk melepas,
Salah satu pilihan.

Risk, never think about it before. 
Until everything's collapsed, 
And can't be fixed 


You can se how cute these cupboards are. It's belong to my house family member.
Im living in a countryside right now. 
Kab. Probolinggo, dalam proses kkn (kuliah kerja nyata), acara kampus.

This moment,
It gives me lot of time to spent, to think. 
To breathe, to consider.
But i haven't reached my decision yet 
It's too hard to think 
To hurt to be remembered 
I wont let go of people that I really love 
But I can't  let go of my world. I love how my life works, Until my mistakes is blown up.

But at least right now, I have a time to lay down 
And realize that things I've done are all shameful mistakes
So i can choose the right way to make things work again.
Location: South East Asia (null)

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