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Maybe God is saying "Wait"

selamat malam teman-teman semuanyaaaahh I feel so happy today☼ kurang lebih selama beberapa hari belakangan ini, I got plenty of troubles that simply.. discouraged me☹☹. and I counted the days, waiting for those such problems and dilemmas will be disappear and passed peacefully. I'm trying to solve it myself. But, I know, the only one I can count on in this such situation when we can let other people know is, God. God's the only way, the best partner of us. I just can't simply realize it at first. and after I've been waiting for couple of time, God answer my question ☺ I know he will. I can tell you guys, I can't stop smiling today☺ I feel so relieved :)) it's may be bcs God simply put lightness in my days lately. it's not only today, but also the past couple days. I just don't feel any "boom" and happiness as today, bcs it's the point from what I ask for and I got the superb answer I got it. this very dayy!!! ★ ☆★ ☆ I learn somethin...

Retreat

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I wanna show you guys kalo minggu kemarin aku habis ikut retreat di Villa Ekklesia, Pacet I captured couples of stuffs and "faces" that I'd love to see. cause we meet rarely, and here they are :D   Firstly, sebenernya bisa dibilang banyak orang yang wondering apa arti retreat itu? for those who are not christian usually nggak terbiasa sama kata2 itu hehehehe re-treat is simply "the act of withdrawing or going backward (especially to escape something hazardous or unpleasant) in an area where you can be alone  "      nasi goreng selalu <3 from this point, I was able to reflect, for what I've done. To see clearly that I'm actually full of fear and cannot facing it. But in God, I can say, I got so much peace and clear air. I got time to pray through last weekend that I'm usually not.  also got couple of tears and learning many things. life's full of up and downs. we usually need...

Why you Should Believe in Yourself

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1. You matter. Your thoughts, feelings, hopes, dreams, wishes, longings, fears, anxieties – they all matter. 2. There is no-one else like you. You can play a unique role in the world and in other peoples’ lives. The world will be a poorer place without your own very special contribution. 3. You were made to be loved, wanted and treasured. It’s not just a matter of accepting or putting with who you are. You were meant to be valued and cherished by others. 4. You were made to live a full and happy life. 5. You were made to have purpose and to go after your dreams – to feel that you achieve and your life is meaningful. 6. Your life is a gift – it is given as you matter. You’re a beautiful person. Be all that you can be. article credit,   here :)

to be careless

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Hey ! Long time no see you guysss:D how are ya fellas.. hope it great I rarely and almost never log in to my blog recently. until.... today. it seems like a dead blog already there's just ... so many ordinary college and life stuffs distracted me all the time.. oooohhh I started to speak like a busy person hohoho I am not... another reason that I never fill my blog recently is.... I honestly don't have any idea what to fill ... hehehe it used to bunch of inspiration when I was on my teenage life (I'm not telling ya that I'm not a teenage anymore >< duh but what I mean is when I was younger hahaha when there's no college assignment this much) mmmm anyway, there is one. bothering me not bothering me that much. but kinda make me think, and right now I'm thinking of it. There is so many fake people who wear their poker face everywhere anywhere. I'm not saying that I'm not a poker faced girl. but not as asshole as those who simply giving us s...

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Please, just don't give up on me just yet. I'll open up more, I promise :).

Intention of Change :D

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It's mighty easy to feel like you don't have time to read — especially quality literature, and make an assignment. Life is hectic, jobs are busy and it's much easier to scroll through a photo feed in instagram, path, and all over the internet than it is to sink your brain into some juicy reading matter . Those are simply my terrifying daily habit that can't be released even until now. We tend to living our comfort zone, doing and keeping everything that condemned us to remain in the way, even it's not the only way. keeping us on the wrong track without we even realize there is so many bright and dazzling stuffs we've been left behind, only for holding and preserve this same old habit or stuffs. The thing is, I'm not only talking about my bad habit of being procrastinating to not read or make my housework cause my life's is too hectic to sit down and make my assignment, but I also talking about my useless daily routine that need to be thrown away into...

A short trip of us

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Have you ever felt that 24 hours is not enough for a day? We need more of it, whenever we're together with the one we love, we never feel enogh. he once said to me.... we can cut the time up to make a progress faster but we can't slow it down time is something...... precious and magical. Yesterday was a very fun day Sunday.Two person that on a long distance relationship finally seated in one place hohoho that girl was me... and the guy isssss >,< hei you Dimas. And there was more surprise.. He bring his sister, my auntie and my cousins together as one, visited my home. to have a short trip this weekend. what a day ;D several hundred miles apart from Malang and Surabaya, melted. and here we are us ? >,< Me and his sister :3 <3 swimmin yeaaay crossing suramadu bridge. after a long time :))