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Dear future me,

Hi! I'm pretty sure you've grown up pretty. Are you still living in Surabaya now? Or anywhere else in the world (hopefully) but If you are not, that's okay.. Cause taking care of Mom & Dad is the most important right? Anddd...... I'm going to remind you about this beautiful little baby - garong- your one and only cute cat, is he still alive? haha if he isn't that's okay... he's been with you this 4 years being a fatty happy cat that always makes you happy by the way. How's Karang Empat by the way? And tempursari? Are you already throwing away those massive un-read book of yours? How many novels have you finished? Okay I wonder what kind of entertainment you obsessed right now.  When I'm writing this post, you're into Korean dramas, as well as Thailand series, couples of American Series on star world and spend your leisure time to YouTube-ing all day about beauty things. And uhm, Is your bedroom is still covered by clothes on the floor?...

A beautiful years ahead^^

Oh dear, it's 2016 already.... It's 25 days we're all steppin on 2016. How's it? Is it nice so far?  For me, it is... Not really, actually. I'm being less productive than last year. I mean, last year is my best year till now. Just let me see what would happen next. Hope it'll turned out great. I used to work last year, taking a job that pretty exhausting. It makes me travel less >,< wkwkwk.  I visit little place last year but I enjoyed working. It's really nice to work your ass off and get paid. No matter how much the money (for now) haha all I need is to learn. I can say, I'm doing well last year, for my life actually... For my education? blerrrghhh. Not really good. But this year, I'm going to take it to the next level. I really wish I can graduate this year. Not because I'm old enough, I'm 19 by the way.... Can you believe it? hahaha I'm a 1996 kid. I'm turning 20 this year. I really want to graduate, honestly, becau...

My emergency beauty product: Review

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Sebenernya iseng banget sih nulis kali ini, jadi seringkali aku kalau pas travelling itu ngga prepare banget, sampai banyak yang ketinggalan. Dan seringkali juga pada saat travelling itu aku pada saat itu juga butuh banget sesuatu trus aku langsung beli dan barangnya cukup membantu And here I make top 5 beauty products yang aku beli tanpa tujuan apa2 cuma karena butuh atau iseng, but it's really works gitu sampai sekarang ^^ But first of all, aku ngga bakal pernah beli sesuatu yang too expensive for something yang dadakan jadi beberapa barang ini, you'll shock lah beberapa dengan harganya hehehe 1. DABO - Anti Aging Hand Cream Nggak tau ini brand macam apa, yang jelas made in Korea. I found it at VIVO City Watsons, in case you're wondering, Iya vivo city itu yang semacem mall pintu masuk Sentosa Island. Itu nggak sengaja banget, karena aku bosen jadi aku jalan2 kesitu, kalo ngga salah pulang magang, aku lagi pingin jalan trus nemuin hand cream magical yang sangat a...

Though attitude

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Once the dreams began, they never stopped. They were always the same- an explosion, fires burning, an army tank cruising the battle field. Sebuah surat terbuka, untuk seseorang. Banyak orang-orang yang kadang terjebak dalam suasana dilematis, antara memilih sesuai kata hatinya, atau memilih apa yang seharusnya/ pantas. Terkadang yang seharusnya adalah sebuah pilihan yang umum, kebanyakan dipilih orang. Atau pilihan yang merupakan bukan preferensinya, melainkan sebuah "wajar" dan pada umumnya.tekanan dari pihak lain, demi sebuah kenyataan yang pada umunya. Bisa dibilang, aku dalam posisi saat itu sekarang. But I'm not affraid. Banyak orang diluar sana yang juga gampang terpengaruh. Being stubborn kadang juga perlu. To know yourself better, is a recipe to make yourlife, -secara keseluruhan- easier. Setuju nggak?  Be not affraid of anything.Don't let people become the barrier of the hard work yang selama ini kamu bangun.  Takut mengambil keputusan, Can be...

todays thought

Halo oktober!! Hmm telat ya, sekarang udah tanggal 9 aja It's not a surprise that i post rarely. I always miss to write on this lovely space by the way... There were no big accomplishments in my life lately, and there is no big news at all. My life is simply, on routine, but I can tell you that these days was the most productive days in my whole life. can you believe that, nowadays, I'm carrying around a to do list, just to make sure I'm not missing any task? just to make sure I do everything that I need to get done? can you believe it? A full time table, hmm jadi gini ya rasanya jadi sibuk hahaha, very exciting! Travel and refreshing was prescribed to relieve much of my suffering. ha-ha aku ngga maksuddd sih mengeluh.. maaf bos maaf hahaha nggak ada alasan :") iya aku tau:") aku berubah menjadi unusually restless baby, yang agak kaget dan lelah dengan semua ini sekarang huhuhu As for my love life, I was doing well and have met a right guy. I chose a man w...

Final season?

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The end is in sight! the days is getting warmer. Nope, it's not summer time is going to come but it's the final season of my university life I've been in university for 3 years for now and that means.. I need to figure out my future will be I think everybody knows that I'm a super disorganized person. And I never stick to the plan I go where ever I want. Do what ever I want. University is never be my bestfriend I'm a rebel student, I guess. working and studying in one time. My GPA also never satisfied me except the last semester bhuahaha, That was the best so far :" It is the time to cram the books, which is I'm not sure I'll do it This is the time to spent the weekend in the library, browsing a different subject than what I usually do, time to plan, be discipline.. but still get fancy, yes baby it's haunting me duh, even just a bit. I still haven't be brave to took that class-- skripsi class I would took it next semester, that...

Fixing My Life. Bcs, Ours are written of

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  Pic. Margaret Durow Very Happy today is Saturday. But not really happy cause I’m in the phase of recovery. I had too many workload today but to be honest, here I am still laying on my bed. I know very well how to be a proscast and how to delay all those things. I was having a very bad week, last week. Not because of I had many works to do, but because I had many fights. It’s relationship things. But don’t worry, I won’t tell you bout the romeo Juliet kind of thing. Its just…. A hyperbole, unhappy, rebels of teenager kind of thing   Remember my last blog post? It’s all about it. I have a few keywords, those probably can describe a little about my problems. Frustated, unfaithful , avoiding, argue fights, keeping secrets, over jelaousy, bad communication, one sided effort. I’m cheating.  Feeling so bad for it. I feel guilty but not really guilty cause there’s so many condition, that very complicated and hard to be explained. There’s no solution for ...