Princess Yemima Purwacahyani

  Pic. Margaret Durow Very Happy today is Saturday. But not really happy cause I’m in the phase of recovery. I had too many workload today but to be honest, here I am still laying on my bed. I know very well how to be a proscast and how to delay all those things. I was having a very bad week, last week. Not because of I had many works to do, but because I had many fights. It’s relationship things. But don’t worry, I won’t tell you bout the romeo Juliet kind of thing. Its just…. A hyperbole, unhappy, rebels of teenager kind of thing   Remember my last blog post? It’s all about it. I have a few keywords, those probably can describe a little about my problems. Frustated, unfaithful , avoiding, argue fights, keeping secrets, over jelaousy, bad communication, one sided effort. I’m cheating.  Feeling so bad for it. I feel guilty but not really guilty cause there’s so many condition, that very complicated and hard to be explained. There’s no solution for it so far. Her

Im in torn Semua salah ku. Entah harus mengucap apa untuk menyampaikan maaf  semua berujung pada sebuah keputusan, yang mungkin dapat memperbaiki Tapi entah, masih belum sanggup untuk melepas, Salah satu pilihan. Risk, never think about it before.  Until everything's collapsed,  And can't be fixed  You can se how cute these cupboards are. It's belong to my house family member. Im living in a countryside right now.  Kab. Probolinggo, dalam proses kkn (kuliah kerja nyata), acara kampus. This moment, It gives me lot of time to spent, to think.  To breathe, to consider. But i haven't reached my decision yet  It's too hard to think  To hurt to be remembered  I wont let go of people that I really love  But I can't  let go of my world. I love how my life works,  Until my mistakes is blown up. But at least right now, I have a time to lay down  And realize that things I've done are all shameful mistakes So i can choose the right way to make things work again.