Princess Yemima Purwacahyani

Hey you . You know what?yes. 2013 is nearly over. Minutes clambering up to the ladder of new year eve.' The stacks of christmas decorations has begin to put off. a nice one year, are going to leave. I want to thank God for this marvelous year, to gave me chances to give my shot on this year, for gave me breath, for gave me health. I believe that those blessings will never end. God's will always be here. I really grateful for having my every single person I love for was fine, I can through this year. and now, 2014 is coming a lovely number... 2014 I love 14, it was my class number when I was in the middle school. Thank God for your blessing thankyou for new friends, for new places I have been, for new experiences and new lessons I'm 17th yrs old in 2013. it doesnt mean much but how grateful am I to be able to consider my self as a grown kid. I'm not a baby anymore there's still so much task, that still waiting for me to grasp. I will always want to b

Sometimes I don't understand what people feel. I sometimes think they're complicated. especially grownups. Do I grown up? don't think so. life is so full of different issues and events. some are bad, some are good. But usually, those are what make us what we are today. And I think we are all learning. This is what shaped us right now, what we must to do is all that we doing now, learning through socializing. I've been through a huge matter these days. its attract me, in deep emotion. and I know I'm talking it a lot and it's maybe too hard to figure out what's a specific issue behind it. I'm really can tell you this is my exactly condition right now: Need help. I've been spent my minutes on a good cry. A good cry that even too cheap to pay every mins I throw away to think about those miserable stuffs. so okay, just a little pout and grumble about how am I going. i'm fine. and I hope I will always be :')

hey life, I have something inside my head. thinking about details, lately. burdened by a lot of things that I used to share to you. live, love, life. It's not that easy. I have already being positive all this year. at least, in 2013... there's no really big disaster come into me. except one. it's about something really secret that completely turn my life. not better not worse. It's a big package thing that haven't resolve. I cant share this with anybody. too dangerous. NO, im not having a cancer or aids or anything hahahaha. It's also not because of my boyfriend. and because of that, I cant sleep lastnight. because it's all come together as one, and I was tired yesterday, and I cry. those tears not making me even sleepy. and kept me awake for more hours till early morning-_- I awake this morning on 8am. Im sleepless. Yesterday I feel like Im sick and I wanna vomit at least 3 times. Yesterday was a big dizzy day. but then I nodded, it's connec

two post in a single night ^^V Yes this is what I do today. 3rd December number 3 is my second fav number after number 9 anyway. 3 is my born date, 3 is today, and 33 is my boyfriend's class presense number when he way in senior high. So now I'm going to tell you guys about my current, not exactly a current, but I haven't tell you.. hmm or have I ? fuck off I'm running on a long distance relationship.it's hard. but I'm trying so hard to make it not hard :) ok, twisting.  my boyfriend prefer to not call it as a long distance, cause it's just two ours of distance. we can see each other in a morning and at night I've been home. we've been 5 months for doing this things. And so far it went well I've been told everybody that I really wish for a Doraemon's door, that can lead us to going anywhere we want. or maybe a magic fairy wand, it might be better. I know now, I've been mentioned to one of my post that I'm now

My life my adventure these days, I've been through a not really amazing experience in my life cause...  actually, it's kinda privacy. I have a big problem for sure. not lovelife, not a fried. not a self-neglection or stuff like teenagers regular issues. I can't tell anyone but only my boyfriend. I've been run and hide, from reality these days. I just can't believe that it can happens to my life. It's too miserable even to imagine. trying to move on. trying to not thinking too much, to be balance. I haven't completely being a grown up kiddo. It's not an easy stuff for a 17 yrs old girl to deal with. people around me just seen me as usual I do relacxing a lot and living my life like nothing is happened. but this shadow is haunting. sometimes being someone who doesnt allowed to speak is really upsetting and that's happens to me right now I don't know till when I will holdin on but what I must do now is, BEE GRATEFUL!! just keep stro