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a little bit of today

"Nope, postingan kali ini aku ngga akan nge post tentang anger, depression, atau such things yang isinya rubbish I know I do it a lot pastinya hahahhaa. and sampah2 itu semoga ngga banyak yang baca yaaa. Lagian blogku ini juga tertutup kaaan hehehehe. Setelah aku masuk kuliah ini, aku baru ngerasain gimana umur 17 tahun itu rasanya. Termasuk rasanya bisa dapet KTP, bisa travelling naik pesawat dan nunjukin "KTP" instead of kartu pelajar :))) bisa masuk ke kantor2 dengan nitipin KTP ;;) hhmmm its so great. Di kuliahan ini juga aku ngerasain gimana LDR. pisah sama orang tersayang banget. buat nahan egoisme buat ketemu. buat set aside some things that really deal with. bisa ngatur priority I learnt a lot in last year. dan lately, aku mau nyeritain tentang lately aja yaaaah :) Aku jadi kebelet kerjaaa banget belakangan ini. Padahal banyak banget opini temen2ku yang tiap kali dia mengheboh2kan kelulusan aku mesti jawab: Aduh, asikan kuliah kali... kerja itu ngga enak bany

Respect

There goes time when your interest and needs and desire don't get approximately equal to your partner needs... Then you can be not satisfied. Even if somebody doesnt respect your needs, you must. At the very least that person will have new respect for you if you do. Speak the simple, kind truth, speak up for your own interest . Hmmm, it isn't that easy. Well I guess that problem could be solved as we can get along and be patience. be pure, more or less by it self, it will be cure...

WHATEVER IT IS

You know what? SCREW ALL THIS PEOPLE WHO WASTED THE MOST IMPORTANT THING THE OTHER PERSON GIVE TO THEM. Just like the love. YOU KNOW HOW PRECIOUS IS IT??? SCREW YOU BASTARD THE ONE WHO WASTED IT'!!! MAKING THE ONE WHO LOVE YOU SINCERELY PISS OFF.... MAKING THEM DISAPPOINTED THINK ABOUT IT JACKASS

January, 16 2014

Yeaaaaah, my finals is officially over guys can you look into my eyes? its blink so bad, showing that I'm really relief for having this shit done. hmmm pretty much grateful for this semester finals. even though I'm not that completely sure that I done it well. I have big fear actually, if only my work was wrong, I'm not that smart. And you know, I'm a lazy kind of pity girl. I having so many spare times lately. I've got my keyboard back which my friend were borrow it and it just came back I'm pretty much playing my keyboard lately. and theeen, I really having a nice bedroom, great wifi, hahaha which makes me finished watching me favorite showwwww which is carrie diaries until it latest episode... I can barely wait for the next episode. carrie and sebastian are a lover !! theyre so cute omg I wanna be like them.. sebastian is just too cute hahahaha  and anyway, I have a health problem this week. I'm not feeling well. Do you know what kind of disease is when y

Rain in my brain

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Common januaries in my calendar are always brings rain. heavier rain than december. and it just happens now, and unfortunately, my house is flooded as well. They said that rain usually can washes everything away. like what my father told me, rain is bringing good stuff, fresh air, breeze wind, more fresh things that its so rare here on my town I living, Surabaya. But my dad was also told me that, rain is not as good as it might seen, its also bring floods, its also bring viruses, those what attacks you, making you sick. Rain is pretty much like love is, fall in love do have a risk, big or small. It depends in the background of both who have it. I have those risk. Risks that pretty much cross my mind many times in my spare time. But suddenly, almost everytime I doesn't care about it that's love. something that can make us do many mistakes, many harmful and silly actions, many unlogic stuffs. people had to deal with many stuffs, too many stuffs, because of this matter, love.