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28-11-11

jujur aku nggak pinter nulis, tapi ya cobalah baca hahaha maybe little boring orrrrr puancet ae iki topike galau melulu well, kenapa ya hari ini nyesek banget banget bangetan malah bukan cuman untuk digoreskan jadi sebuah cerita tapi buat dibayangin aja udah beraaaaaaat banget apasih? kayaknya lebay banget! yuuupp hehe semua orang bakal lebay, umm  not always sih but for those people who love their couple deeply, they'll obviously hurt and become soo nuts for cryin and screamin crazily when they're break out haha apaansih ribet banget oke kalo lagi putus bawaanya galau? ya bagi sebagian orang sih, it might sound yees. that's what i feel right now ladieees  mygooood i wish i can get back togetherrrr quickly i've made a problem really big humiliating shame today im on my break time  relationship he gimme chance but if i agree for not keeping him up you know? not hanging up together and no text no calls no meeting for a couple of days?  he

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Dear my boyfriend

BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD BAD TEMPER :(    I can't handle it, I know very well that I hurt your feelings. I am really sorry for what I said.   Believe me I love you a lot. I realized that I had made a mistake and I can understand how it feels I don’t know why I take things too seriously and spoil your mood. sweetheart I don’t want to lose you..  still love you and will never stop loving you-no matter what! :*

C*k

cok cok cok cok cok cok cok cok! only javanese people who can know what's the mean of the words above
Y oung and energetic, we're teenagers and we're young we're free! we deserve to   feel it but... when we feel inlove, when we have a kind of relationship there is a lil bit dfferent about the word means 'free' well, as we all know ppl, we're inlove to someone special,  someone   whom we   will sacrifice   everything to   make him   happy:) we are   happy   whenever   we are   with them ,   but   there   are several times when   we feels the bad dreams come true. bad time   together ,   hate , doubt ,   miss ,   and others,   and what   am I   feeling   right now is , guess  what  ppl !   I'm   jealous :   ' ) Ughh why why why why why why whhhhhyyyy why should I   be   to be   a girl who was   very   weak ,   very   fragile , prone to crying!! I   need   some medicine   to keep me out from crying God help me,  help me   out   of   my   habit ,not to   cry , and   without   feeling less confident;( thos feeling, jst made dying, I'

april 3th 2011

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night universe:) So I'm turning fifteen last sunday. As we all know, I'm not a girl anymore. I wish i could be a good girl for every people around me, and be a good girlfrnd for him. . However, I HAVE to say goodbye to my childhood:)  and for my family and my boyfriend, thanks for make my special day became a perfect day. loveyouall  look over here!my birthday cake <3  my mom (top) me and my cousins<3 gifts from him <3 bigthanks mochamad rizky!!

LOVE

I met him at a place in my town called menyeng.  He seemed like an interesting man. kinda of kind man. We were seating next to each other and say Hi, he introduce himself to me and shake my hand and well, He's so kind. his name is singo, means lion. at the first time we talked i didn't believe if singo is his real name. but that's his nickname anyway :) 2nd met, It was on music concert. just saw him. and text him. didn't talk to him and I was with my friends, so did him. 3rd met, I saw him, at menyeng, same as 1st met. just say hello to him and go home. nothing special. on that time, I still can't move on anyway. still hoping if me and my ex could back together. After this we became friends on facebook and talked on ym. 4th met, still on the same place, we were texting. my friends start yelled me and tell him that I like him. but that's wasnt work. of course he didn't believe. we was just met 3 times and do that things can grow as fast as that? he

friday afternoon

halo hola everybodeeee how are you guys? lamaaaa banget ye aku nggak ngepost hhiw  seringan curhat ke temen sih. pretty busy and random with all of my bestfriends problems I love problem.  why? masalah bikin kita belajar, bikin kita mikir. give us strength in this BIG world . yupyup  I'm just a new girl, not famous. but try to understand and got into this cruel, oke mau cerita apa deh ya sekolah? teman?atau apa. okay let's start from school. Freak abis. bad mark, still the same. Tugas: deres banget sederes pancuran Ulangan: gak ada yg gak remed-_- mau dibawa kemana coba itu nilai? simply ga ada perubahan di keseharianku di sekolah:( aku betulan nih pengen bisa berubah banggain ibu bapak. tapi gimana yaaa gimana coba:( rapot. omg rapot TT panik sedikit inget rapot . bayangin deh masa rapot masih remidi aja? 4 lagi. nilai apaan ya haha HALOOO dr 16 pelajaran itu yg ada nilai >8 cuma berapa pak guruuu? :( jahat amatsih ngasi nilai nggangerti deh -_- d

Taylor swift- Mine

Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh You were in college, working part-time, waiting tables Left a small town and never looked back I was a flight risk, afraid of fallin' Wondering why we bother with love, if it never lasts I say, "Can you believe it?" As we're lyin' on the couch The moment, I can see it Yes, yes, I can see it now Do you remember, we were sittin' there, by the water? You put your arm around me for the fist time You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter You are the best thing that's ever been mine Flash forward, and we're takin' on the world together And there's a drawer of my things at your place You learn my secrets and figure out why I'm guarded You say we'll never make my parents' mistakes But we got bills to pay We got nothin' figured out When it was hard to take Yes, yes This is what I thought about: Do you remember, we were sittin' there, by the water? You put your arm a