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When I walk down into the isle of my bed suddenly I realize realize for too many things. That I never thought will be happen in my life all of this sudden. the opinion hallowing my brain travelling through my ears come by in every moment. I cant stop what peoples might said to me. what they might think, what they might suggest. It's me, a 18 years old girl trying to figure out what to do next. sadly, through all of those insight, it's still got big blurry . every time I think its going too far, I give up. try to runaway,,,, I feel so burdened. too many crazy things craving my head like a mess. I know that out there, there are so many peoples, handling much bigger griefing than I have. it's not a grief anyway...hmmm a dillemma? I cant even define it :") and all I can do is to slow down. reflect. I think I already turned in to a snail. doing everything slowly. not proper. but I know that I dont wanna do anything wrong. Im not a perfectionist but I'll tell yo