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Insight

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Hey! I have my new semester in college this week. So, it's no longer holiday anymore. a new start, a new beginning, and a new commitment to be a great student. mmm I've stressed out because having those bad scores on my last semester. I've not studied as the best I can, and sadly, I regret it. I thought I would be great on university. but hell, I was not. It's simply beause, i just kept those bad old habbit stuck in my daily basis. And I've get bored. totally bored with this unproductive situation. I'm trying to change it from now. I know that I was always made a plan, a new resolution. but still did not work. I've trying so hard to re-organized my self. and hope this one will work. I need to more commitment. and discipline. I'm not a little girl anymore :' so it's time to reach, and pursue my dream..... anyway,Its raining today in my city, since morning, till this night. the rain even not stopping yet. mmm see ya!

(Ordinary) Wednesday

Helloooou there sugar rush :D how are you? So today, is still on my holiday and next week i'm gonna go to my college and start the new semester goosh, need to gain more gba after this. because I got a bad score in this semester :| and I have a miserable morning this day, not really that bad actually, but I was cryinn.. Just because!! mmh I was too weird to joining my boyfriend conversation with his friend on twitter. and I have no idea what they talked about. I just joined. mmhhh I did those jealousy things that made me annoying:( wont do that anymore-__- and then my boyfriend just came up with "what did you do? don't you read it? what did you wrote? are u sleepy or something?" in such temper way..... you know, I'm a pemper fragile person. and only bcause that kind of ---sentences he spoke to me, I got cry easilyyy :'(((( honestly, Why can't I be like my mom???my mom is a strong person. She never cried. I mean, in front of me but she had a dar

VAL

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Hey there:) it's February 14th , and yup. Today is valentine day. And there is no big celebration here on my country, Indonesia. many of people even rejected it and believe that it's a part of westernization or else believe that val-day is bad influence. I don't know what excatly they think about this day but all I know about this day is a day of love, everyone had that love right, it's not dangerous, it's kind of-- reminding day for giving even more love to people around us, or being regardless to forgiving people and loving everybody gratefully .. so what to be arguing about. And let's move to the major topic, I just had a fight with my boyfriend tomorrow because of he got jealous with a friend of mine who I don't realy close enough. and have no feeling. it just empty haha but it was my fault for tweeting with him and replying using intense joking words. ummm absolutely that cute little incident make him mad. and he trying to less texting me and be mo

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I HATE THAT I'M TOO FRAGILE I CRY EASILY EVEN BECAUSE OF SOMETHING NOT IMPORTANT HMMM THE REASON IS EVERYTHING LINKED TO MY BOYFRIEND, IF IT TEAR MY HEART A LITTLE BIT I WILL QUICKLY GET SAD UPSET AND THE NEXT STEP IS CRY OKAY THAT'S ENOUGH FOR TODAY :'

summary- 1st week of feb

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holla!! hey it's my 1st week and also my first post on february 2013 ;) so, currently.. yup. COUNTING DOWN THE DAYS UNTIL YOUR BIRTHDAY MY DEAR BOYFRIEND ummm I love you sooomuch {} you're going to turn 19th!! {} this week, I'm still on my holiday and I was travelling to Jogjakarta with my boyfriend, and his friends:D it was a huge fun. and a totally mess of money. because we travelling backpacker, and got a little bit tired. but most of all, it was my greatest quality time for this early year <3 I just get a big confession for setting my boyfriend birthday bash, surprise, and even his gift is havent set up. and his birthday is coming up! on this saturday oh goshhhh.. I just saw hansel and gretel, and les miserable. having a film marathon with my boyfriend:D (4/2/13) and I know it's kinda late haha but i just watched "friend with benefits" with my bestfriend nadya, yesterday haha<3 I'm obssesed to maroon5 - lady killer, fortune teller, an